Char: Tonita's coming over tonight for movies...
Me: Why do you always do that when I'm studying???
Char: Because you're always studying!!!]
Me: Oh. Right.
lol. Oops. She's got a point.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
all of a sudden...
...I really REALLY want the Snakes & Suits "Create New Destroy Old" tee.
Because I just realised that's pretty much exactly what I want to do with my life!
...In some respects anyway [UNI!!! etc]
You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor
And only as bright as you wanted me to be
...why are these lyrics ALWAYS from The Academy Is... ????
lol
Because I just realised that's pretty much exactly what I want to do with my life!
...In some respects anyway [UNI!!! etc]
You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor
And only as bright as you wanted me to be
...why are these lyrics ALWAYS from The Academy Is... ????
lol
I have...
- the house to myself.
- Almost Here playing quietly but audibly on the stereo
- hot, strong tea
- my computer
I'm so over this. Someone take me away
Lisa summed it up pretty nicely before. "Electrochemistry bites"
I totally agree.
1 day, 21 hours and 40 minutes
that scares me and excites me at the same time.
You kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's staving for a work
<3
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I just read this...
Brazilian woman killed by husband's coffin - 12 Nov 2008 - NZ Herald: International and World News
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Whoa man. How crazy is that???? It's pretty sad really.
Woo just finished off SALAD for my lunch - it was soooo good =).
One of the things summer is great for!
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Whoa man. How crazy is that???? It's pretty sad really.
Woo just finished off SALAD for my lunch - it was soooo good =).
One of the things summer is great for!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Ramblings
I just boiled the kettle so I can make tea =)
Because tea is the best thing ever! Haha
As soon as exams are over, I have got to get to Piha. Hell keen. I want to go right NOW!!!! Damn studdyyy.
I'm really bummed this week.
Study is happening way too slowly and I'm really not interested anymore. Same old story really. And I can't afford to fail any more courses but anthro on Thursday is looking extremely doubtful. I'm almost ready to give up, especially since my time would be better spent studying for chemistry.
End of last semester I wrote a blog on my Myspace:
"...therefore, im gonna write this here, because that way i HAVE to make it happen.
next semester, i am going to:
1. rescue my GPA - A's in all 4 courses or else
2. actually save money not just say i will. extra work and cut the spending.
3. learn how not to get stressed and learn to trust my writing..."
...what a big load of BS!!! Took me only a couple to weeks to realise that was never gonna happen. Well, at least I managed the money-saving thing somewhat.
And now I'm in that same mode again.
When I keep telling myself "I only have to get through to the end of this week/these exams/this semester/whatever - then it's over and next time I will do it better" Of course I never do.
Am I going to do this forever? Seems like it.
I just keep going round and round in circles and I'm so over it.
If I can't beat it next year, I'm pretty sure I can't stay at uni. And that scares me.
Makes me wonder what I'm doing going to study in Spain. I certainly don't feel as if i deserve it right now.
My life is so full of contradictions.
...
Its winter again, a white washed and frozen sky…
I came to the door, eyes maladjusted from the light,
but your voice rang clear.
You said, “For all I thought I’d ever need,
its hard to face the holidays without.”
Well I’ve left my last message on your machine
Its hard to face the holidays when you’re looking for the words to say.
So you’ve found a friend. You spend all your cold nights with him,
but if i was there, then I’d wonder why you still wear my jacket closed
with traces of my scent.
I’d say, “For all I thought I’d ever need,
its hard to face the holidays without.”
Well I’ve left my last message on your machine
Its hard to face the holidays when you’re looking for the words to say.
So stay with me here. Nose to nose, cold enough to see as our breath slowly escapes and exchanges from my lungs to yours, from your mouth to mine.
For all I thought I’d ever need,
its hard to face the holidays without.
Well I’ve left my last message on your machine
it’s hard to face the holidays when you’re looking for the words to say.
When you’re looking for the words to say.
[http://thewilliambeckettblog.com/]
Why do I love love songs??????
Because tea is the best thing ever! Haha
As soon as exams are over, I have got to get to Piha. Hell keen. I want to go right NOW!!!! Damn studdyyy.
I'm really bummed this week.
Study is happening way too slowly and I'm really not interested anymore. Same old story really. And I can't afford to fail any more courses but anthro on Thursday is looking extremely doubtful. I'm almost ready to give up, especially since my time would be better spent studying for chemistry.
End of last semester I wrote a blog on my Myspace:
"...therefore, im gonna write this here, because that way i HAVE to make it happen.
next semester, i am going to:
1. rescue my GPA - A's in all 4 courses or else
2. actually save money not just say i will. extra work and cut the spending.
3. learn how not to get stressed and learn to trust my writing..."
...what a big load of BS!!! Took me only a couple to weeks to realise that was never gonna happen. Well, at least I managed the money-saving thing somewhat.
And now I'm in that same mode again.
When I keep telling myself "I only have to get through to the end of this week/these exams/this semester/whatever - then it's over and next time I will do it better" Of course I never do.
Am I going to do this forever? Seems like it.
I just keep going round and round in circles and I'm so over it.
If I can't beat it next year, I'm pretty sure I can't stay at uni. And that scares me.
Makes me wonder what I'm doing going to study in Spain. I certainly don't feel as if i deserve it right now.
My life is so full of contradictions.
...
Its winter again, a white washed and frozen sky…
I came to the door, eyes maladjusted from the light,
but your voice rang clear.
You said, “For all I thought I’d ever need,
its hard to face the holidays without.”
Well I’ve left my last message on your machine
Its hard to face the holidays when you’re looking for the words to say.
So you’ve found a friend. You spend all your cold nights with him,
but if i was there, then I’d wonder why you still wear my jacket closed
with traces of my scent.
I’d say, “For all I thought I’d ever need,
its hard to face the holidays without.”
Well I’ve left my last message on your machine
Its hard to face the holidays when you’re looking for the words to say.
So stay with me here. Nose to nose, cold enough to see as our breath slowly escapes and exchanges from my lungs to yours, from your mouth to mine.
For all I thought I’d ever need,
its hard to face the holidays without.
Well I’ve left my last message on your machine
it’s hard to face the holidays when you’re looking for the words to say.
When you’re looking for the words to say.
[http://thewilliambeckettblog.com/]
Why do I love love songs??????
Saturday, November 8, 2008
I voted today =)
Yup
As Mum puts it - I've done my civic duty
hehehehe
I only changed my mind about 50 times the last couple weeks hehe
well maybe 3 or 4 but hey.
Bit nervous now - I sure hope Helen gets back in but... =s
And now I'm listening to Seether because we're off to Vector tonight to see them. Which is awesome but not quite as awesome as the fact that EQWANOX are opening yay!!!
So excited to see them up there =)
It was weird driving past vector last night and not being totally hyper-excited like we normally are before a big show.
Hahaha "I wonder when I'm next gonna be at vector? oh - how about tomorrow night?" LOL
I love Fake It =)
Just reserved my first backpackers in Madrid, Spain.
Exciting stuff, man.
Not long to go now but oh so much to organise still!!!!
Stuff to do so ramble over hehe
As Mum puts it - I've done my civic duty
hehehehe
I only changed my mind about 50 times the last couple weeks hehe
well maybe 3 or 4 but hey.
Bit nervous now - I sure hope Helen gets back in but... =s
And now I'm listening to Seether because we're off to Vector tonight to see them. Which is awesome but not quite as awesome as the fact that EQWANOX are opening yay!!!
So excited to see them up there =)
It was weird driving past vector last night and not being totally hyper-excited like we normally are before a big show.
Hahaha "I wonder when I'm next gonna be at vector? oh - how about tomorrow night?" LOL
I love Fake It =)
Just reserved my first backpackers in Madrid, Spain.
Exciting stuff, man.
Not long to go now but oh so much to organise still!!!!
Stuff to do so ramble over hehe
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